Fuglyyy --'

17 September 2011

@ 9:59 AM

hello there peeps , err okayy , now i don't know wht to sayy , pfft -.- PMR is just around the corner , sumpahh serammm ;( i'm gonna do my best , prayy for me :') well as you can see , ni post terakhir aku :3 haha , aku dh malas nakk ber-blogging dhh . Rating blog nyhh pun mkin trun , so better aku delete trus kann ? Soryy , my life tgh miseryy gilaa skrg nyh , everything is mess up .

Act , i want to seek a forgiveness :)

i've made a lot of mistakes , and how i wish i can fix it .

Firstlyy , soryy to all my batchmates . aku tau aku penah marah marah and made jokes yg sensitive kt some of youu , i'm terriblyy soryy .

Aizat hafizudin , i'm so soryy for all things that i have done :( i know how it feels now :'( i hurt youu , people hurt me back . haha , serves me right . btw we're friends ehh ?

Pendekar-ians , soryy sgt if aku buat salah especially pb , right ? of course la sape jeh takk marahh klu aku buat mcm tuhh kann ? plus , before nyh kita byk gduh psl small things , haa jahil btul tyme tuhh -,-

3 Maju , dlm byk byk class laa kann , class nyh pling aku sayang :) sbb byk gilaa awesome people in here , haha . dh la ade 10 org jeh girls , but still mcm mcm bnda tht we've been through kan ? thnk youu and soryy dear :)

to youu , that once made me smile . people may think that i'm a fool , and they're right . act , words dont have the power to hurt you unless the person who said it means a lot to you . plus , i don't have an ego at all . haha -,- congrats . whtever it is , i still need to say soryy . for those harsh words .

u see , i'm such a coward right now , cakap soryy smua kt dlm blog nyh but truthfully i just don't know how to say it infront smua org :(

Farewell ,

by the wayy , i'm not a bitch , aku layan mesej orang tk smestinya aku sukaa kat diaa , remember tht peoplee ,

to peoplee who i hated most :

they talk shit about me , they made fun of me , they tricked me , they hurted my feelings , they crictised me , they hate me , I KNOW . why they're being so mean ? i swear tht i'll rmember all of it till the dayy i die . and please don't send those mean text anymore , i'm not perfect i know . Oh yess , i'm crying rite now , thnk youu .

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03 September 2011

@ 10:16 PM

- PMR , 8A'S -

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31 August 2011

@ 5:00 AM

Its getting late plus semua org dah tidur , tinggal aku sorang jeh yg tercangak dpn lappy nyhh -.- Suddenlyyy , nakk skype-ing *haaa , ke mana ntah mnghilang org tuhh -_____- ~~sumpah i nakk skype dgn youu skrg~~ , bosann gilaa :D although awkward , HAHA xD Tadi balekk perakk japp and then malam blek rumahh , mama kata tidur kt rumah trus . so , esk packing and then balekk johor :) Haihh , malas gilaa , dh la homework brtimbunn *bru jeh buat beberapa modul , tuhh punn org yg pksa >.< P-M-R lagi beberapa hari jehh , pfft cuak cuak :( do pray for me peoplee , teramat la nakk sangat those 8 A's ;( oh thnk youu sapa yg hntar msej raya tuhh , cuma certain jehh yg aku hantar and balas *kredit abes la derr , soryyy .

Luckily , i have them :) and there's nothing i can do

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30 August 2011

@ 9:00 AM

well i guess i need to call you 'adekk' again la kan from now on ?

Adekk , u're such an idiot -.-

Selamat Hari Raya :)

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@ 3:04 AM

mesej gmbr di bawah ? i make a mistake , i learned and then i repeat :)

haha , PEACE yawww .

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Its been 2 days , i haven't write . Pfft , busy latelyy -.-" mcm biasa kene buat tuhh , buat ini , haihhh . tolong mama buat kuih mmg tradisi every year , bawa blek kampung bagi pkcik pkcik , mkcik mkcik :) wlupun buat bnda tuhh paling aku liat skali , sumpah tkk suka bab bab yg melibatkn dapur nyh , aku rasa bila dh kawen bru belajar . haha xD luckily ade bakal kakak ipar dtg tlong . macam macam benda aku sksikann , bjet sweet jehhh *meluat . but dia super duper lawaa and baekk -.-" haa berbeza dgn adekk diaa -____- annoying , gduh ngn dia jeh slalu kalah , hekk ! Ohh , this year , skeluarga pkai wrna choc *aku pilih aku pilih , hoho :D thnks to mama , lawa gilaa bju tuhhh . hrga ? *tutttt . i'm not that rich , murah jehh , haaa x) Homeworkk ? Seriouslyy mann, tkk buat lg *in process , slalu buat last minute =.=" ohh lupa , kepada sesiapa yg tk dibalas mesej *soryyy , i just want a little privacyy :) plus fon bru jeh pcah oleh sebab kegeram-an yg melanda td *dh la fon adekkk , nseb baek bole guna lg -.- my fon ? msuk dlm jamban a few weeks ago , haha . dsebabkn kcuaian sndiri xD

*psst , listen . i'm gonna show youu that i'm better than youu .

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27 August 2011

@ 11:59 PM

i was hoping to say this ,

'Happy monthsaryy'

no matter how hard it is ,

i will forget youu , i swear :(

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@ 8:55 PM

Thanks to Dania , introduce Maddi Jane :)

suara dia sedaapp , plus tersentuhh lgu nyh .

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26 August 2011

@ 4:52 PM

So this is me swallowing my pride ,

Standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night :(

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14 August 2011

@ 1:28 AM

Tell me if i was wrong , kau sayang dye lg kann ?

And i know , he still love youu .

Everyone makes mistake

tkk trlambat lgi

                                     truly ,
                                      Aliah Fawzia

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@ 12:30 AM

Baby , you're a firework :)

tdiy tgok cerekarama dgn se-familyy , pfft sdeyhh gilaa cter kalinih . buat malu aku jehh nanges dpann smua org -.-" its about , si isteri nyh slalu sgt outstationn , so diaa suruh la adekk dye jagakn anakk dye tuhh smua . And then mkin lame suami dye fall kt adekk dye tuhh . pastuhh , dyeorng pun trlanjur *bodoh punye adekk , adekk tkk gunaa -.- so , dyeorng nkk tutup dyeorg punye fault , adekk dye pun fitnah la kakak dye ade affair dgn laki laenn ( isteri ) and then smua org prcaya ckp adek dye tuhh , so kakak dye tuhh pg la bawak diri sngsorng *ksiannn gilaa :') and then adekk dye kawen la dgn laki jahanam tuhh -_____- last last , smua org tauu the truth . kakak / isteri tuhh punn matii accident , tyme tuhh la baruu smua orng nkk mnyesal *elehhh .

credits to MALAUN yg mnyemak kt chatbox aku tuhh , kauu bnci aku ? aku lg benci kauu la weyhh . dh la suro aku mati -.- lekk lu , tkk sempat taubat lg kot x) nk sgt pg la mati dluu , lagi aman dunia weyhh .

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13 August 2011

@ 1:51 PM

mnggu nyh sekola bg balekk , but still trial tkk abes lg , haih -.-" mnggu lpas smua paper sng sng , except for agama *sumpahhh taramm abes >.< tkk smpat abes bca dohh , tawakal je time tuhh :D science isnin nyh , pfft . paper nyh la yg pling aku bengap and byk buat silly mistake x) HAHA . aku tk tau knape tp sumpahh aku mlas glaa hrinih -____- skrang nyhh pun , aku still tk mndi lagi xD yeahh , i know bau busuk tersrlahhh o.0 tdiy mama ajak pgi Vantage , beli pnggan mngkuk -.- tuhh mmg passion mama . pfft , tkk minat tkk minat ! latelyy , rase mcm malass nk update blog , mkin lame mkin bored . soryy to all readers kalau one day nnty blog nyh akn dtutupp . harap mklummm :)
mesej MV di atas ? cool-lio :))

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07 August 2011

@ 11:50 AM

yesterdayy , i'm not in the mood . ntahh la , i don't know wht to do about it -.-" i'm tired about it , trial rabu nyhh . haihh -.-" mcm mane ny ? mcm mane nyh ? dyeorg kta susahhh :'( alah alah , kene struggle gila gila la kalinihh -____- i'm not readyy yet . haishh ,

Nenekk <3 , soryy if ape yg i ckp smlm , hurts youuu :( plus , dh la smlm i trtido . pfft :(

They want to see us fall

Just hold onto me
I’ll hold onto you
It’s you and me up against the world
It’s you and me

I don’t need a parachute
Baby, if I’ve got you
Baby, if I’ve got you
I don’t need a parachute
You’re gonna catch me
You’re gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

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06 August 2011

@ 3:28 AM

Take a peek :)

I miss everything , i lost everything .

i can't believe , i just ended it

i've trade you with this :'(

i've change you , hurting you

i was being selfish , like a fool

how can i letting go our friendship ?

who's gonna be there for me now ?

and now , i 'm crying

by myself

without you by my side

i wish i can

change everything

pfft , jahatnye aku :(

i wish everythings back to normal again :)

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31 July 2011

@ 5:48 PM

esokk dh start puasa , pfft can't wait :) and then raya pastuhh start a new year blekk kann ? haihh , i know evrythinng's gonna chnge :') tdiyy beli groceries , byk gilaa food aku beli . Sng nk sahur nnty , mls nakk trun DM ( dewan mkn ) -.-" and then ikut mama pg tmpat bju , tgok tgok . mama try try bju , aku tukng tgok jeh x) tetibe jeh aku kene tarikk ngn pkcik kdai tuhh , dye sruh aku try * hek eleh , agak agak la brader . dh la bju kbaya -___- hmm , mmg ~ last last tkk beli pape , mama tk nakk beli kt tmpat tuhh . org laenn smua dh blek skola , aku jehh tk blek blek lg , haa :) nk balekk la nyh , byee >.<

i know tht i've hurt youu . and sorryy isn't enough , but i can't turn back . plus , i do love him :) you're right , kita tk kn jd mcm dulu :') i will miss you , my dear friends . thnk youu for your words yesterdayy .

Farewell then ,

p/s : last dayy of school nnty i swear i'll cryy :')

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30 July 2011

@ 6:39 PM

You know that I’m a crazy bitch

I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control :)

welcomee home peoplee , puhhh . i miss home so muchhh :'( jarang dpt balekk , stuck kt skola * 24 jam kelas tmbhn -.-" of course la nk dpt straight A kne la scrifice , haihh : / trial dh la nakk dekat and aku takk rase aku dhh preparee , pffft . sumpahh cuakk ! plus aku tkde idea nk post ape ape harinih , soryy :(

psst , soryyy psl harituhh . hee x)

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17 July 2011

@ 2:04 AM

Bitch , u can hate me if u want .

u can talk shit about me . i know u making me hotter .

I'm tired with all of this , i'm NOT weak .

Aku kesah ape ?

mind your own business la ,

This time , i'm gonna be strong ,

because i have someone to hold on to :)

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16 July 2011

@ 5:32 PM

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haihh , bengang thp gaban harinih -.- baekk ak blek jeh rumahh , ckgu tkde punn . ade meeting , haishh ! tido memnjng je la aku harinih .Pfft , skola dh mcm zombieland dh aku tgok -.- Form 3 jeh tnggal , kebulur weyhhh *tgok orang pun dh mcm tgok food , bhaya bhya xD trpksa klaparann . tk pe after PMR nnty , mmg tkde sape nmpk kelibat aku lngsung , nmpk byg byg pun takkk :P aku nk hadap lappy 24 jam , biar smpai lappy nyh meletup ! hoho , ohh got to go . nakk siappkan solarcooker punye powerpoint for mnggu sains nnty , haihh -.- spatutnye ade sorng MALAUN nyh buat skali , tp dye balekk rumahh . lahabauu punye orangg :(

*haha , tkde kne mngena gmbr kt ats dgn topik harinih ;)

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10 July 2011

@ 2:03 AM

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me

When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don’t let go
But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight

But you’re so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
But please don’t catch me

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I’m terrified of what you’ll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you’re far from suffocating me
I can’t set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

So now you see
Why I’m scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real

And if this is love
Please don’t break me
I’m giving up
So just catch me:)

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09 July 2011

@ 6:50 PM

ahha , harinih mmg sadis :( dh la byk jln kene ttup , ape kejadah ntah punye prhmpunan ny . nak blek rumah pun susahh , trpksa la pusing pusing cri jln nk blek ruumahh . haha , aku siap tido dlm kreta lagi . pfft , ikutkan aku nk jeh blek smlm tp demi utk mnyiapkn projek kayuu yg trgendala sjakk berbulan bulan lpas XD trpksalah stayy kt skola smpai harinih -.-" bkn stakat tu jehhh , kene buat lakaran lg , kos projek lg pastuhh kene touch up lagii weyhh . haihhh >; mmg ~ tapi at last , siap jugakk akhirnye . bangga bangga ! * hoho , ckgu bg A , phiwiit phiwiit ! jasamu dikenang ckguuu <3 haha :) abes jehh buat projekk tuhh , trus melantakkk :) lapar kot ! dh la kntin ttup , nseb baek dh siap sdia mknn dlm beg X) hee , so conclusionnye , krja kayuu is not tht bad :D

nenekkkk , ilovahlovahyouuu :)

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27 June 2011

@ 10:21 AM

you've smiled , you've laughed :)

I erased all of you, i emptied out all of youu

But when the rain falls again

All the memories of youu that i hid with effort

It all comes back , it must be looking for youu

what can i do about something has already ended?

when the rain stops, that is when i will stop as well

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